Monday, May 15, 2006

neverland..

i have conversation with people in my life when they are not there... confused.. think im psychotic.. well im wondering if i am! i have 'conversations' with people regarding certain situations im afraid to approach.. sort of like my own imaginary fantasy playing out in my mind.. rarely do these conversations happen out loud.. these are only conversations.. and mostly involve people i know..

its really wierd but if im scared to approach someone with something that is on my mind.. then i obsess about it this way.. i play out the entire conversation in my head.. with actions.. i can totally imagine the person reacting/talking.. blah blah.. i have a hyper active imagination. and i donot have control over it. but this is really crazy.. i never realised i was doing this in class today until the teacher was asking me if there was a problem!! what was i going to tell him?? im having a conversation in my head?!! this is not some imaginary friend situation.. its just people and me.. and its conversation. intelligent conversation might i add!

3 comments:

Sreikanth said...

ur jus rehearsing the conversations before u actually have them...
UR JUST THINKING...!!!
not a problem really...
its not like u have "voices in ur head" telling you what to do!

SDR said...

ohh yea u could say tht.. rehearsing a conversation.. not voices in my head type horror movie stuff dude.. hmm fell better now.. was wondering if was losing it!!

SDR said...

@ jan: hmmmm cool comebacks at parents are always meant to said out aloud.. and about the hot guy in gym...hmmm ;)