Thursday, April 08, 2010

shut down

what is it about a fever that makes us all like little babies? maybe its the viral infection coursing through that makes us feel vulnerable. but being sick makes me cranky. irritable.(insert all other synonyms for cranky here), emotional. very weak (maybe this has to do with my low tolerance levels for pain) and just over all sad and miserable. its worse when my mother is not there. (like now).
a) because there is no food, since grandma cant cook to save her life.
b) no one to fuss over you. its probably the only time in my life where i like the attention.
c) worse when you got to get into work. that just blows.

it makes me think. what if i was staying alone, then who would do all of the above? depressing thought. makes me also realize how much i take my mum for granted.


2 comments:

Schmetterling said...

I hope you're feeling better now, it truly honestly sucks to be by yourself when you're sick.

SDR said...

aww hugs much much better now babes :)